Three Messages

In receiving three messages today, I realized that I need to go deep within to find the meaning in them. And also the relationship between them.

Endless Effort For Knot

The first question would be, why is knot spelled as it is instead of how one would expect it to be spelled? I can ask myself if I have been putting in endless effort for naught, and sometimes it feels that way. But does “knot” change the meaning? And is there more to see? Or is it basically the same thing, as we can see knot as being all tied up, stuck, or not flowing smoothly. Is there a belief system that says, no matter how hard we work, we will never receive enough to survive? Are we destined to stay in the beliefs and patterns that our parents lived by and their parents before them and their parents before them?

How do we see ourselves as divine and free if not by escaping these beliefs? Is there a way to break these programs that are so rooted in our being that they are probably a part of our dna? If things are tied up in a knot, we can’t receive the endless flow, of abundance, wealth, divinity, truth, love. When do we flow smoothly, easily and effortlessly? When do we see things as divine, perfect and free? Is there a depth within us that will break these patterns because it is the truth of who we are?

Unraveling the knot to become free. Unraveling the ties that keep us bound to a system that isn’t free. It’s always been believed in my family that we couldn’t make a certain amount of money, that that was reserved for other people. I can have everything I want if I want to have everything I want. But what if that want is desire that can’t be seen? If there is a knot in a hose, we can’t see the water at the end of the hose. The water will never escape the hose. The water will not be free.

It’s just a knot. The knot can be untied. The knot can be released and then the water can flow freely. What does it take to allow the knot to be free? Is there something deeper within us that wants to see?

Deep Inn It

When we go deep within, what can we see? Deep inn it, what do we see? Is there an inside of us that is different than an outside of us? Have we been looking for something outside of our being? How do we journey within to the Inn where we can stop and rest?

Is it time to rest, to take a break, to see what is inside of our being? Deep rest, deep inside our being, in the Inn that’s always been there for us, waiting. How long have we been waiting to rest at the Inn? How long has been the journey?

What if the Innkeeper said, “stop here my child, take rest”. Yes, you can rest. It is time to take rest. You don’t have to keep working so hard, endless effort, endless pain. You don’t have to work so hard. Untie the knot in the body, in the mind. Let it flow freely, the energy of love, truth, peace and divinity.

Wealth will be taken care of for you when you go deep withinn and rest in the space of love, grace, truth, peace and divinity.

The Way Is Not The Way

When we see the mystery within us, we can’t unsee it. What way is the way that we’ve been traveling? Is the way the way we’ve been wanting to go? What way are we going? Is it the real way, the true way? The mystery within us is the way, the true way. And once we see it, we can’t unsee it, so it’s not a mystery at all.

Once we see the truth within us, we can’t unsee it. Does that mean the truth within us is seen already? Is there a seen that is not seen? Is there a way that is not the way? Once we know the truth, the truth cannot be unknown. So, there is no way. We are already in it.

We think there is a way to get there, but we are already there.

What Does It All Say?

Basically it says, you are already there. You’ve begun the journey. You’ve ended the journey. There really was no journey. You’ve worked really hard to “get there”. But you haven’t worked hard enough to get there, because you never get there. Finally, you’re called deep withinn to take rest. You open your eyes to realize that you are already there. We never had to leave home. We never had to go anywhere. The way is not the way. We are already there.

Conclusion

These are three cards from an oracle deck called The Siddha Medicine Cards by Ron Holman of Anu Alchemy. I recently received a reading from him and these three cards were drawn as my future cards in a reading that was to look at my wealth. This writing, as seen through the divine, has given me much insight on the meaning of this spread. Hopefully it will help some of you who are going through something similar.